Day 9: Special Place
After finding out Seth had died, I went to the Jordan River Temple the next day. I've been there a few times since then, too. It is pictured on the bottom left.
As I miscarried Taylor, I spent a lot of the night in Kiersten's room. It's so beautiful in there! The walls are a gorgeous turquoise with glitter in the paint, and it is adorned with a crystal chandelier. When I'm in there, I feel like I'm in a blue Celestial Room. It makes me feel close to Taylor. I don't yet have a place that makes me feel close to Seth, but being in this room even 8 1/2 months later, I feel like Taylor is there surrounding herself in the beauty of the room and the emotional imprints in that room.