I feel slapped in the face!
An old friend had told me how he and his wife didn't want more kids because they were excited to get their lives back after their son grew up and was out of the house. Their son is around age 11. Today he posted that they're having a girl, and his wife posted that she wasn't too thrilled with having a girl and all the headache that she'll be.
That coupled with the other announcement in the past week and how much it reminded me of my loss...
The one last week doesn't make me angry, in fact, it makes me very happy... just sad for myself.
The one today makes me angry. Why do people who don't want babies get pregnant while those of us who do lose theirs? Angry. Sad. Hurt.
Alright, it's been 10 minutes and I'm already repentant. Just like most people, I'm sure they'll still love their little girl, even if she wasn't initially desired. Of course it'll be hard, but surely there will be love. Just sad for me, still. Always.