Day 5. Memory: What memory do you have of your child that stands out for you the most. It may be a positive or negative memory. When you think of your child what is the first memory that comes to your mind?
Next was her birth and how absolutely horrified I was when I realized that my baby's body was flushed down a toilet. I'm still ready to cry my eyes out just thinking of it - both because of how it makes me feel now as well as because of remembering my feelings then. The pain of not seeing her is nearly more than I can handle. I try hard to push those feelings aside and focus on that quote above.
Of course it makes sense that this would be such a tremendous memory for me, considering what I just told you about Taylor. I didn't get to see her body, so his meant the world to me.